signals

So today was pretty bland.
I thought of you all day
playing in your band.
I wonder what you'd say
if you knew.

You don't know, though.
And I'm just here.
my brain is telling me to go,
but my destination is unclear.
The light is really red.

I see you pass me by.
I'm sitting here thinking.
And as I start to cry,
I think I'll take up drinking.

The light in me head
and the light in my face.
One will make me dead
and the other a disgrace.

I couldn't catch you now
even if I tried.
I don't even remember how
to let you inside.

the line

Everything starts with a line.

There's always a line in my way.
Don't cross that line!
That one line in the song reminds me of you,
so I can never forget.

There's always so much to say.
Maybe I'm not fine!
I haven't even the slightest clue
how we even met.

What can I do?
how do I fight
this silence you left me?
I'm alone.

I miss you.
I thought that you might
come back to see
that I'm now a dog without a bone.

and now...I wait.

Secret Lovers

In the
darkness
someone waits.

Sitting silently
Eyes stare
unblinking.

they look at
you
as though you are
beautiful.

As though
you
are the only girl
in the world.

you rush into his
embrace
and inhale his
love.

Inhale it as though
it alone
is your air.

He kisses your
cheek
softly like a
whisper.

And he smiles
when you look into
his eyes.

The passion is
palpable.
The forbidden,
unforgivable
passion.

He kisses you
once more
and then
disappears
as you turn
away.

No one will ever
know
what you have.

Its a
forbidden secret.

"Special"

Someone
once told
me
that I was
special.

They said that I
deserved
the very best.

and you are
the one thing
I want
more than anything.

But you're
the one thing
I can't
have.

You belong to
someone else
and you don't even
know
that I exist.

And
if you don't know
that I
exist,

Maybe I don't
really exist at
all.

Perfect

Crazy as it seems
you're the one
for me.

I want to
fall asleep
in your arms
and wake up
the very same
way.

I'd love to
kiss you
everywhere
and be with you
all the
time.

When I'm not
with you
a black hole
appears
in my heart.

But you always
leave me
just the same.

I guess it was
never
truly meant
to be